Happy Birthday To Me...

It's 2:30 am now. Mata ni tak mo pejam la.. Happy Birthday to me...Hanya ada 2 hari yg istimewa bg aku, birthday dan anniversary.. actually sepanjang hidup aku, tak pernah pun mengharapkan birthday wish atau celebration dr sesapa. never. until ada yg tersayang. Sebenarnya aku nak something dr my partner.. mengharap sebenarnya... dr org lain aku tak kisah sgt pun...Saban tahun mengharap je aku ni...Bunga sekuntum pun jadi la...kad sekeping pun tak pe...Adeh.. dont know why this year being too sensitive..Sapa tak suka surprise/hadiah. Selalu berangan that i will get a bouquet of roses ke..(i like carnation, don't know y). Being with him almost 10 years, i dah expect no surprise, dah mcm tu jenisnya.. kena accept je la.. but still, harapan tetap harapan...(nak gak surprise tu...kekeke). Never celebrate my anniversary too. Wonder what i will get for our 10th anniv, end May ni..stop dreaming la...jgn berharap.. that's what i keep telling my self each year....Harapnya tahun depan tak megharap lagi...