Berat badan Dan happy birthday Abang..

Colleague kat office ni ckp, aku time pegnen Tak naik sgt badan, kataku itu pandangan mata kasar. Sebenarnya pegnen Kali ni yg naik bnyk compare dgn last pregnancy. Berat aku sekarang 64kg ( Tu timbang kat umah. Kat klinik Tak tahu la brp). masa start pegnen 48kg. Dah 16 kg naik. Ada lg sebulan. Maunya 20kg naik in total. Masa Amir dan Aisha dulu dlm 10kg ja naik. Perut pun kecik smpi misi tag dekat buku merah Tu, tinggi rahim kurang Dari umur janin. Masa aryssa seluar pegnen masih muat sampai ari bersalin. Kali ni dah ketat esp tang paha.berita buruk ke atau normal. Hrpnya baik2 belaka.

Tak sabar rasanya nak tgu lg sebulan. Time2 gini terasa
Lambatnya masa berjalan. Sbb segalanyA Tak selesa. Tp kalau anak sulung lain cerita. Waktu mana pun best.persediaan bersalin biasa2aja. Brg Kakak aryssa masih ok. Aku nak cari mitten n booty, bantal Kepala yg Ada lopak kat tgh Tu, wet tissue(Kakak aryssa dah Tak pakai dah). Aku jugak tgh cari tungku. Dulu Mak aku yg bwk sini. Dah Gina aku anta balik kg. Tp Sbb Dia Tak sihat, sapa yg nak bwk kesini. Tungku Tu jeniz besi pjg berat 7 kg. Pd aku berat sgt. Any recommendation tungku Apa yg sesuai? Yg agak ringan sikit dr 7 kg. Batu sungai ke besi? Dan kat mana Boleh beli. Aku Ada tungku electric Tapi utk tungku bah rahim Tak sesuai.

Hari ni bday Abg. Tp Tak Ada apa2 spesel tahun ni. Hadiah utk Abg, Bb dlm perut ni... Hehe aci Tak? Aku cadang nak amik cuti, Tp closing, bos Tak kasi. Nak kuar awal p bank pun Tak kasi. Agak sedih jugak Tak dpt plan utk celebrate bday Dia.Tak Sempat nak fikir, semuani gara2kerja. Agak stress jugak nak meet dead line. Paling Tak suka kena buat documentation sorang2 pulak Tu.... Aku kalau stress kat office selalunya kalau balik rumah Cuba sedaya upaya Tak nak layan stress walaupun sometimes teringat jugak. Tp karenAh anak2 buat aku lupa jap. Dah melalut dah. Td citer pasal bday Abg. Aisha Tanya Tak beli kek ke kat Abah. Selalunya paling tidakpun Ada la kek. Amir pulak kata nak bg kad kat Abah Tp Tak buat lg...aryssa je yg Tak tahu apa2..anyway , to Abg, happy birthday, thanks for the precious 11 years moment being together and 6 years during our courtship. Thanks for being my best buddy, my lover, my husband, a father to I will always love you till the end. Ampun Dan maaf Atas segala kesalahan selama ni. Wish you all the best in your/ our life.....our lovely kids, my sponsor/bank during my rainy day which is almost every week,

Happy 10th Anniversary to Us

Banyak benda nak tulis tapi tak tertulis...
Agenda cuti sekolah. This week to Kuantan (gathering x-palapes uum)
Next week to Gold Coast.. yieha...

Happy Birthday To Me...

It's 2:30 am now. Mata ni tak mo pejam la.. Happy Birthday to me...Hanya ada 2 hari yg istimewa bg aku, birthday dan anniversary.. actually sepanjang hidup aku, tak pernah pun mengharapkan birthday wish atau celebration dr sesapa. never. until ada yg tersayang. Sebenarnya aku nak something dr my partner.. mengharap sebenarnya... dr org lain aku tak kisah sgt pun...Saban tahun mengharap je aku ni...Bunga sekuntum pun jadi la...kad sekeping pun tak pe...Adeh.. dont know why this year being too sensitive..Sapa tak suka surprise/hadiah. Selalu berangan that i will get a bouquet of roses ke..(i like carnation, don't know y). Being with him almost 10 years, i dah expect no surprise, dah mcm tu jenisnya.. kena accept je la.. but still, harapan tetap harapan...(nak gak surprise tu...kekeke). Never celebrate my anniversary too. Wonder what i will get for our 10th anniv, end May ni..stop dreaming la...jgn berharap.. that's what i keep telling my self each year....Harapnya tahun depan tak megharap lagi...

Happy Birthday Aisha

Dear Aisha..

Mama wish you Happy 6th Birthday. Mama n Abah love you so much. Be a good girl. Be good to your brother and sister as well. Be grateful of what you have. Don't ask to much..This year, mama would like you to :
1. be able to read
2. start your solat more often
3. admit your fault, don't blame others
4. stop acting like teenages, you r 6, not 16. (no more cinta2, boyfriend, kawen ...)
5. stop taking Nadia advise. (most of her advise , not a good one) ..Nadia cakap tu, nadia buat ni, nadia suruh tu... nadia cakap jgn kawan orng nih...Adeh, I'm worried.

The list will go on n on...

Regards
Mama

Happy Birthday Abah

Happy New Year

Life has its ups & downs. Sometimes sun shines, sometimes the rain pours. But don’t forget, it takes both sun & rain to make a RAINBOW. Have a colorful new year.


Happy New Year 2010.